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Devious Journal Entry

Wed Oct 21, 2009, 1:00 AM
wow.... everything is so... shit.

ok the long and the short of it is... my mum said I had to
go and see a psychiatrist if i wanted to come back home.
after she kicked me out because I stayed out until 7.00pm on a weeknight.
so I agreed because I wanted to come back home.

Im a very creative person. However I lack organization skills.
I don't really see a problem with it but she told me I have
mental health issues. Because I'm forgetful.
I think I'm just about as forgetful as the next person.
When I came home she asked me what the psychiatrist said.
And I told her that the psychiatrist said. Maybe you need
to instead of focusing on the negatives... focus on the positives.
embrace your disorganization and forgetfullness. and just accept
that it is a part of who you are. If you forget something.
Maybe just move on with it and say, hey i forgot. so what. what is
it really in the scheme of things. my stepdad butted in and said "oh you have her brainwashed just like you have every one else brainwashed, of course you are forgetfull and disorganised!!"


OKAY. something I'd like to point out. COMPLETE Ignorance. COMPLETE IGNORANCE. That is NOT even what I said. and mum was of the same mind as what he thought. I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT PEOPLE DO NOT LISTEN TO THE WHOLE THING THEN... RAHHHH. okay anyways. over it....

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: with myself
  • Eating: things i shouldnt be
  • Drinking: pulse

Devious Journal Entry

Mon Sep 28, 2009, 6:59 PM
get over it

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: with myself
  • Eating: things i shouldnt be
  • Drinking: pulse

Blindness

Sat Sep 19, 2009, 7:08 PM
Sometimes... I don't feel like carrying on anymore... but then i see blake... and he makes me happy. and I wouldn't leave him alone in this horrid place :heart:

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: with myself
  • Eating: things i shouldnt be
  • Drinking: pulse

whats new

Sat Jan 17, 2009, 10:20 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: the impossible quiz
  • Eating: things i shouldnt be
  • Drinking: jim and jack and jager
I hate.... what dont i hate. blake. sometimes. when hes being nice. i hate failing. i hate life. i hate to be so negative. really. im an optimist.

Screwiness

Mon Oct 20, 2008, 2:18 AM
  • Mood: Screwed
  • Listening to: Blakeys voice inside my head
  • Reading: a letter from blakey from ages ago
  • Watching: blakey in my mind
  • Playing: with blakey ^-)
  • Eating: blakey O_O
  • Drinking: blaaaaaakey <3
I love Blake so much. Poor baby hes just got booked and will probably have his license suspended and lose his job. Not much pressure for me to get my license hey. Not much at all. >< im so sick of this crap. I love you Blake. :heart: :heart:

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